I received this message from a teammate this morning. It breaks my heart. But I would be there if it was up to me.
"I just want you to know that since you left it’s like someone died. I have been in mourning. It’s so empty here now and I hate walking past your dark office."
My horror-scope for today…crazy huh?
There’s no reason to play the role of a victim today. If reality is giving you a hard time, simply acknowledge your part in the current drama. The truth is that the present circumstances are unfolding with your participation and in some unknown way according to your plan. Even if you feel overwhelmed, remember you can methodically navigate your way through these crazy times as long as you don’t expect everything to change overnight
I have visions of waking up tomorrow and working out Rocky Balboa style, getting back to my fightin’ weight, & kickin’ some major butt. But I know me. And I know I’m going to sleep late, eat an over indulgent breakfast & sit on the couch playing Farm Saga for hours while I think about the best way to sell my dining room set. I know me. And I’m honest about who I am and what I want and what I’ll do. I don’t pretend. I own it. Everybody should own their truth. There is freedom in it. You know?
Just found a bunch of old journals… I’m in tears.
I save many of the cards from my aunt who is also my Godmother. I miss her terribly. And she lives right down the street. If I could only change one thing in my life, I would go back one year and redo the day I messed it all up.